`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, January 2, 2014
9:08 AM

So long..really so long i din post anytin..im finally a mum..got married to dear on 28 feb 2011..gt a 3rm hdb flat ard sept 2011..gav birth to baby siya on 27 oct 2013..so many things had happened..instead of workin at ah..now ah transferred to ktph..in between i resigned n took a break for abt 4mths..im currently onmaternity leave..goin bac to wk on 10 feb 2014..time really flies so fast..in 2 yrs time..im gonna hit my big 30s..till then..wish myself good luck..be a gr8 mum n b more wise..go to catch some slp b4 bb wk up for another round of milk..gd nite...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, January 24, 2009
2:51 AM

wah...times reali flies..its 2009 already..well..presented a book review on Wednesday..Happy for No Reason..by Marci Shioff..its reali a very gd n motivating book..love it alot..well n of coz e my book review is a success..it reali brought back alot childhood memories..real life experiences..i duno y..i juz feel there is a nid for mi to go n "promote" the book to the rest especialli my close ones..well..many tings happen in the beginnin of the yr...

Driving

I went for one session of Auto lesson..it was like so easy..omg..nearly slp..but den it also nearly cause mi to kana an accident when i go for my manual lesson e next wk..haha.. coz abit nt used to it..

A little note to Darling..
Dear, i noe u may not be reading this..but i just one to let u noe i will wait for u even u chose to go back to malaysia..maybe it will be a long wait..but i juz dunwan to let u go..i love u..i will be waitin for your reply and waiting for you to fulfil your promise to me..

As to moi frz and close one..muz tk care n b careful..to fuzi..ride bike must reali b careful..dun get into anota accidents..we r wori abt u..bt bro n lit Rac..dun giv up ur relation so easily..its nt easy to get over one and start anota one..

..to b continued..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, January 11, 2009
5:41 AM

hmm..moi 1st blog of e yr..well..hubby proposed 2 verbally on e phn on 05112009..haha..but den i rejected la..coz well..muz b more sincere ma..haha..den i went to enquire abt e application on wheta we can get registered in sg..well..it ends up e MOM helped us 2 apply..haha..glad tt e application is approved..but den sad ting is we cant buy 1st hand HDB flat..hmm..so many ting happen last yr..mary..both mi n darlin's gan ma..quit le..i no ka ki le..dear dear's wk,,so tiring for him..c le i so hard pain..he fell ill..den i went find him n tk care of him..end up i also sick..esther n her boi no more le..so sad 4 her..i also duno hw 2 console her..hope tt tis yr will b a gd yr 4 all of us especialli moi close ones..n hubby dear..i gtg n slp le..2 b continue....

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
8:16 AM

2dae..on coz..basic excel coz..ya..i noe v lame..but im a noob in excel..n my boss required us 2 use excel..well..2 daes coz..lucky gt BT n Mtan acc..went 2 AV 4 lunch..of coz order my fav dish - char kuey tiao w cockles..but i dun eat cockles..so evytin giv BT..hee..sort of enjoyin e claz though did doze off 4 awhile..juz nw was super bo liao..so decided 2 do sumtin..

1st draft..wait amend 2 mk it beta..coz its 4 hubby de..

yesterdae had e 1st arguement w dear..coz of food lo..aiya..abit childish la..but im hungry..a hungry little piggy lo..end up din eat n late 4 my appt 4 e xray tingy..e doc sae im ok..nth wrong..duno y tt tim stil ask mi go all sort of xray n chkup n mk mi shit lyk crazy..but end up dear dear brought mi 2 bukit merah hawker centre 2 machiam..lyk wat my siblin always sae..DAJIE cant b hungry..coz she wil b angry..but mk her full..no matter hw angry also ok de..hmm..nw tink bac so true..den dear dear told mi he used 2 stay @ bukit merah..haha..so concident..coz i last tim always go dere w my family 2 find my big aunt..e shops dere changes so muc..but e bakery stil remain..thot of buyin bread bac..but both of us were too full..den reach hm abit sad la..coz nt onli hubby hv 2 leave mi 2 go wk..but ah ma yesterdae vomit..tink she muz b anyhw eat lo..den vomit til face pale pale..@ nite papa n mama brought her c doc..lucky nth wrong..onli sae she anyhw eat too muc cant digest properly.

chatted w esther n grace awhile..esther 2dae bz w her own entertainment..lit grace so wry abt her rpt n her rptin 2 wk on fri..hope evytin turns out fine 4 her..

tml gt coz again..n goin 2 Goodwood PArk hotel..tink 4 a visit..quite last min 4 mi la..lunch is on em..haha..lao tian dui wo zhen hao..get 2 c new places, new ting, n taste "good" food??haha..

ohya..2dae went to trim my hair..hope evytin turns out 2 b fine ba

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, July 26, 2008
8:01 AM

2dae met dear dear afta his wk..thot wan 2 go his wkplace find him de..end up din expected he bcoz also wan 2 met mi, rush n end wk on tim..so sort of im late..thus..he met mi @ my hse downstair..acc him 4 lunch..halfway thru i went hm 2 laosai again..these few dae my stomach nt tt strong..shldn't anyhw eat..hee..afta makan we go buy watershoes coz dear dear toes due 2 oily n moist wkin condition, nt onli skin comin out but his little toes 1 crack v jialat til can c flesh..e other 1 gt a small but v deep hole..i c le so heart pain..>0<..thus..i forced him 2 buy..i noe i v bad..but hubby noe its 4 his own gd..den afta tt we went bac 2 his place again..

@ his place help him go online look 4 roasted chicken cookin tim n yong tau fu receipes..poor dear dear..wkin so hard sellin chix rice le e stupid boss nw stil wan em 2 sell yong tau fu..wan his staffs 2 die ar..evydae wk 12 hrs..2 wk 1 off dae nw stil wan 2 sell yong tau fu..my poor hubby..ni xin ku le..den was showin him my new blog..he was lyk quite amaze..coz im a bloggin-idiot..haha..he sae he also wan 2 mk one..but his one wil b a Chinese version de..coz his angmo nt tt gd..i told dear..if he wan 2 noe hw i feel..he shld learn 2 read my blog..haha..poor dear..2 improv his english standard 4 short form la..

when dear was slpin..i went down 4 my early dinner..haha..japan BBQ chix..but actuali is hotplate style..$4.00..quite worth it 4 such a big portion..taste..nt bad 4 a neighbourhood stall..n e temperature of e food was maintained sizzling hot e whole tim i was makan-in..

call esther dear..haha..por ger..machiam my 2nd partner..she was sayin tt evydae afta my wk w/o fail.i'll call her..haha..so abt 9.30pm to 10pm evynite..she wil b expectin my call..paiseh la ger..but thks 4 being w mi..listenin 2 my nonsense w/o fail w/o any grumblin..hope ur bank loan 4 ur study..

gtg n do a nice nice pix 4 dear dear le..he felt so touch when i show him e uncut version..hee..hee..hopefuli i can collate into a nice pic 4 him..hee..gd nite!!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, July 24, 2008
8:59 AM

2dae wk up abit late 4 IVU appt..tk a cab 2 AH..spent $$ again..sobsob..din manage 2 met hubby 2dae..anywae..reach AH abt 9.20am..wait 4 my xray..hopefuli nth happen 2 mi..gimme an injectio of duno wat dye..so tt when xray-in my kidney,bladder & urine trac..or sumtin lidat can c clearer..e lady help mi do e xray..den n ang mo help mi w e injectio..e injectio duno y gt a warm warm feelin..felt so slpy..din reali slp well last few dae..

mayb..i felt guilty..done sumtin terrible..a v v big n terrible mistaken whic mi..as an F&B Assistant shld nv hv done..gt audit in kitchen..din chk properly..haiz..end up so many ppl kana "sabo" by mi..sorry Y,G,Ho, BT..n many more..i promise i wil nt repeat e same mistake again..i wil try my best 2 b e best F&B Assistant..thks dear 4 sacrifin his slp 2 console mi..i went 2 kajiao him..was so sad tt dae..cry immediately when i saw him..i reali ren n ren..coz i told myself die die also cant cry in AH..i dunwan ppl's tongue 2 wag..ya..e whole nite end up cryin n hv a slpless nite..btw,stupid orh jiao coz so muc trouble addin 2 mine..

2dae found a Dopod HP..but being a honest person..i of coz return la..coz i tink he is a business man ba..if lose i tink he cry..but end up..my fav bracelet lost..its my 1st present @ AH..given by Dear,BT,FuJie,Dabi,Mary,M.tan..haiz..

hv been doin mornin shift 4 e past few dae..stress..stress..stress..n v v tired..din reali slp @ all..duno wo zai fan she me..but dear v sayang mi..thoug he din sae..but i noe he v wry abt mi..hubby..i miss u..hugs..

papa..u muz tk care of urself too..dun let us wry..especiali mummy..u noe tt tim u nt feelin well..mummy also whole nite cant slp ma??i noe ur pattern..lit nt feelin well..u wil ren..reali nt feelin well u wil sae abit nt feelin wel..i noe u dunwan us 2 wry..but we r family..we care 4 eac other..papa..mummy..i lov u all so muc..JY,ZY,LE..u all r included too..btw JY..i lov e woodstock pink tee u bought 4 mi frm HK..thks..ermz if can..can i play ard w ur red microphn pen too??hee..

yesterdae Chef ask mi 2 print 2 forms..haiz..our 'ya li' come le..Y wan 2 transfer M.tan out..bring in lit.R..i told chef i cant fill in e form..i reali dunwan..dun force mi..thks chef..u din force mi..

chat w esther practicali evydae..other den dear n my family..esther machiam my part tim lidat..haha..ger..thks 4 listen 2 my woes..haha..i noe u r tired w ur own stuff too..btw,hope ur granny in gd health..btw,muz start plannin our sept trip le..hopefuli we can reali plan n go sumwher out of SG 2 relax relax..

sumhw..when dear nt w mi..felt so lonely..so empty..miss him so muc..i noe i cant disturb him..he wrkin so hard..4 our lit future..dun stress urself..dun get too affected by mi hao ma..wo zhi dao ni zhen de hen teng wo le..

SIP students finishin their attachments tis Sat..tink wil reali miss em..reali wan 2 thks em so muc 4 their help n companion..thoug office always ends up quite messy..n squeezy..haha..but tts wat we call cosy..c em mks mi tink of my poly n attachements dae..so fun..thou stress as well..but dey reali r more stress as compare 2 mi..mine was small kick man..theirs..reali wk v hard..especiali e standard recipes..wah..tts a killer man..tk so muc tim..boy n gers..wish 5 of u all e best..jiayou..BT juz nw cal mi..he gotten 5 of u fila tshirts..nw mi v curious 2 noe wat type of tee he bought..bro..xin ku ni le..u mi n fujie..3 of us muz jiayou too..muz support eac other n grow 2geta as 1..cant let ppl c us down..i lov u guys too..nx audit comin..we can do it de..coz we striv 2 b e best..juz wk it all out..fujie..thks 4 teachin mi..bro..paiseh n sry 4 givin u so muc ma fan..hee..

hmm..was chattin w esther on msn when kz wan 2 meet mi 3 return my dad's pump n bike $$..haiz..he's anota kind..duno wan 2 drag hw long 2 return my ting..nw gt a gf.. tink honeymoon period ba..but den $$ stil muz return mi..stil hint mi nt 2 go bother his gf..of coz i noe la..but i tink nt onli mi..his other frz will also go bother her de..wat he did in e past..hw he hurt mi n other ger..i tink he wil get his retribution 1 dae..but hopefuli his gf dun kana..coz she is innoccent..i believe..haiz..kz..dun hurt anota ger le ba..juz return my dad's pump..my $$ n my pot of wishin stars..btw, juz a lit msg 2 u..im stil in e process of cuttin our photo into small pcs n e stupid couple ring i hv threw away..if u reali felt guilty..e couple ring $80++..n btw,hope nw u dun so sia sway use gers' $$..n dun ask ur gf 2 buy couple rings..coz it shld b e guy who buy..nt ger..ya..i noe i damn f**kin stupid..but..all i can sae is..im hurt..terribly n horribly hurt by u..by wat u hv done..all in e past..thks my hubby..i walk out of e darkness..e hurt u hv done 2 mi..no matter hw muc u pay mi bac..u cant heal my wound in my heart..coz hurt too deep..til i understand wat is e feelin hate..

dear..thks 4 being w mi..frm being my da ge..til my lao gong..i noe u spend alot of ur precious tim w mi..tokin sense n wakin mi up..n waitin 4 mi..w/o u..i duno hw long i wld b stuck in e darkness..thou i noe u might nt c tis blog..but i juz wan u 2 noe..i dunwan 2 let go of ur hands..u promise mi 2 hold my hands til e end..we muz wk hard 2geta..no matter hw hard life can b..no matter hw long it wil tk..i wan 2 walk w u..i wan 2 b w u..so muz b confident k..b more +ve..we wil liv happily ever after..happier than anyone else..lao gong bao bei..1 more dae..1 more dae can c u le..i noe u r stres..i wil treat u beta..dun giv u so muc wry..sayang u more..hugs u more..lov u even more..remember 2 drink more H2O..less kopi..slp more..wry less..miss mi more(=P)..driv ur bike slower..i noe u lyk 2 driv abitbit fasta 2 let u feel more awake..but i wil wry also leh..tink tts all 4 2dae..gd nite..lao gong..muacks..i miss u & lov u so muc..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, July 19, 2008
9:00 AM

juz came bac afta meetin hubby..met sally on my way bac..so long din c her..so hapi..hee..met tracy on thurs..was a last min tingy..glad 2 met her..haha..went 2 marina sq..changin appetite 4 dinner..was a old hangout place w tracy n sally..haha..chat 4 quite sumtin..married woman reali "hao xin fu" orh..she nw workin as accountant exe if i din remember wrongly..sally ger nw workin as QA..all of us actuali gt our own life..own wk..well..ting its tim 2 do sum catchin up..haha..

anyway..2dae hubby came 2 find mi..we go makan chicken noodle..haha..but dear din eat..he sae he scare of chicken..haha..dear sellin chicken rice ma..nw he gt more wk le..muz find sum way 2 sayang him more..muz brew tonic 4 him 2 bu yi bu..if nt his health damn taxin..duno y e boss damn $$face..evytin is $$..all his employee wk lyk shit..muz help dear find otha job opportunity..hubby dear.i noe u r wkin v hard 4 our future..thks dear..i'll wk hard too..den on our way to his place..his bike bonked out..ya..den it was on highway sumore..damn scary..cant let dad n mum noe..if nt dey will nag n get wry..hee..his bike..sad story..went 4 repair..

dear dear de bike under repair..maintenance in progress..e engine part??

hubby dear was so sad when he saw his bike kana ripped into pieces..sobsob..btw dear was squattin..(his fav position..squattin..hee)

was v bo liao..coz v bored..our bags & helmet..of coz dear let mi wear his black one..coz he noe i simply adore black..btw,juz a update of my poor feet..e swollen subside le..hmm..hopefuli i can start my wgt losin soon..haha..ohya..mi n esther ger decided 2 join e Great Eastern Women 5km fun run..in Oct..haha..we cant mk it 4 e 10km la..den @ nite we go makan @ a food court near Admiralty MRT...yup..tts when I saw SAlly!!..so hapi..hmm..muz go slp le..if nt tml mornin shift cant wk up..hubby..start 2 miss u so muc again..hugs hugs..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*